Hooded Torment

As I am still a relative novice and pretty ignorant when it comes to CBT, Mistress had designed a CBT crash course for session 6, it certainly helped me quickly learn and appreciate what those three deadly letters mean!

My cock was enlarged with a vacuum pump ready to be displayed on the bondage board, balls and cock then scratched and punished with various stiff brushes and holly twigs, my balls took some tenderising with an item that really belongs on a butchers counter, and finally I was released, only to be decorated with an assortment of coloured pegs.

Mistress Maggie is an artist when it comes to cock and ball bondage. If you look closely at the bondage board, you will realise the symmetry that Maggie has been able to achieve securing cock and separating balls.

The outfit was topped and tailed with leather straps securing me to the bondage bed, a comfortable but tight latex hood with perforated eyes and the final embellishment was my introduction to the suction nipple cups. The effects of this type of nipple clamp is insidious as the nipples are gradually sucked upwards by the vacuum.

By this stage in my training, we had already agreed that I was an exhibitionist and loved having photos taken and was happy for Maggie to publish on her web site. Some of the pictures may appear on the website as its near to Christmas, one photo, in particular shows cock and balls adorned with a sprig of holly.

Mistress loves the dramatic but you do miss so much of the hard work and artistry that goes into a session when blindfolded until I receive these images of course.

First Picture

I am very pleased with the picture of me during Session 5.

This is the first time that Mistress Maggie had agreed to my request and had taken a couple of pictures.

The bondage chair is typical of the well thought out, flexible and durable equipment that Maggie has at her disposal in the playroom. Not immediately obvious is the hole in the centre of the seat to allow cock and balls to be accessed below. Also not immediately obvious, the broom handle that you see attached just below my  knees, is attached by cord to my private parts. (You now see the relevance of the hole in the seat). Wiggle your legs and the dangly bits wiggle as well. You know you really need to keep your legs still, but that is easier said than done!

Thumbs were simply but very efficiently attached to two of the many securing rings, and the final part of the bindings were the rubber bandages keeping my arms in the bent position. Rubber bandages were also used to form a most effective blindfold and my only breathing was via the two pink tubes that are just visible.

After five sessions, I know I made the right decision in late September and intend many more sessions while I am still young enough to enjoy the experiences.

Flickr Pics

If you are interested in an exceptional Professional Dominatrix, I would suggest  Mistress Maggie is the best of the best, but don't take my word for it. Visit her web site, read about a stunning Professional Mistress and, if you are brave enough, arrange a visit to heaven.


I also have an account on  Flickr - jo nep where pictures of my first 60 training sessions, with Mistress Maggie are displayed together with commentary about each session.  I will continue posting pictures on Flickr after each session with Maggie. New posts will be announced here.

Originally posted in June 2014 I have reset the date to the first session that I had with Mistress Maggie and reflects the real birth of my fetish; when I transferred dreams into reality. Subsequent post will be similarly adjusted to reflect their actual chronology.