I am Rubber

Due to Mistress Maggie and myself having a series of health related issues I’d been unable to serve since session 261, back on the 17th April. However, it had not been all doom and gloom during that period, because Mistress and her husband John were kind enough to invite me round on most Friday’s for coffee and a catchup. Latterly, as I started to feel in better shape I was brave enough to wear some latex to whet my appetite. My black latex tee shirt and cream short sleeved, latex dress shirt came into prominence for these visits, and I was relieved that Mistress didn’t appear to object.

A couple of weeks ago, both Mistress and I were feeling sufficiently recovered to tentatively arrange our first session in 154 days. I knew Mistress would work hard, she always does, and my job as her slave was to ensure she did not overdo her enthusiasm on her slave. A similar feeling to my first visit was lurking in the background, perhaps not the worry, but certainly the same kind of apprehension about what was about to happen that I had experienced on my very first visit. Was Mistress going to make allowances for my lack of practice? Was Mistress sufficiently recovered not to do herself any damage? What would be my reaction…?

I needn't have worried, in fact I never have cause to worry, the feelings of total sub judication resurfaced the moment Mistress invited me in to The Chambers. I was greeted with my goddess wearing her black catsuit and boots, her clinic red apron and matching nurse insignia, she was wearing long white gloves and used one of them to elegantly wave me in. I knew I was back in the zone and that the afternoon would be just as enjoyable as all the preceding 261 sessions. I followed Mistress upstairs at a respectful distance and followed her into the familiar surroundings of the warmed Playroom.

I was soon back in a familiar position to perform my initial homage to Mistress’s footwear and, of course, that familiar touch of Maggie's crop as it slapped or caressed whichever body part came within its range. After this warm up I was to sit on the bed so I could spend a few moments answering a series of questions about my current fitness, Mistress was happy that my answers confirmed that I was fighting fit, and I was immediately able to return to my rightful place at her beck and call.

I collected my black Invincible catsuit from where it had been warming on the bed, initially it was awkward getting my legs and arms down the right bits, but memory came back and I soon had it on and zipped up. I think I may have lost a little weight in the intervening 154 days because the suit slipped on very easily indeed and consequently I was pleased that I hadn’t needed to ask for any assistance. Maggie completed my rubberization with the hood from her system mask kit, she had remembered my wonky knees and I was instructed to don a pair of kneepads that were waiting nearby, just as well, because no sooner had I got them on I was guided on all fours into The Clinic and told to jump onto the couch. Well, not actually jump because I have the greatest respect for all The Chambers apparatus, so still on all fours I tentatively climbed into position.

Now armed with a pair of examination gloves Mistress proceeded to examine my butt, using two of her fingers she explored every part in a way that had me certain she had memorised my butt’s size and shape, I relished being opened up again after such a long time and the insertion of an inflatable butt plug certainly registered, not in any way painful and memories of this bulging sensation came rushing back. I found out afterwards that Mistress had given me a jab in the buttocks. She hadn’t believed I would need the warning of ‘a little prick’ given the large gauge of needle she had chosen, but the action had barely registered.

And now for more latex! Mistress helped me into the fabulous clinic red catsuit, very soft, very roomy and incredibly touchy feely by being chlorinated, although my own latex gloves which I have yet to dip did in some way dull the sensation. I was pleased because I had made the mistake of wearing short latex socks which left a small gap between my socks and Invincible suit, but the red catsuit nicely covered that gap and that familiar feeling of being TOTALLY latex enclosed had arrived giving me the familiar thrill and reminder of being Maggie’s latex plaything.

Not that she had viewed it, but a while ago I’d mentioned a video clip I’d seen that showed a rubber drone being reprogrammed, I’d forgotten all about it but Mistress had decided that after the lengthy break, today would be a suitable day to take the hint and for me to be programmed to become an obedient rubber medical toy. First I was to wear a tight, black and white posture collar and to ensure I would be quiet, was eagerly silenced with a quickly inflated butterfly gag, plus a leather blindfold. There was a problem with the blindfold,  it was right on the bridge of my nose and definitely not feeling comfortable, I understand why it was essential, but knew it would detract from the reprogramming and mumbled as best as I could that it was too tight. The message got through and Mistress backed off the buckle by a hole or two. On reflection, it may be more effective to use a rubber blindfold or latex bandage if there’s a next time?

Mistress got busy fastening me tightly to the couch using cuffs and straps, once secured I was given headphones to wear, and for an indeterminate period I was subjected to a non stop repeating message -

‘I am rubber. I am programmed. Nurse owns my mind and body’

‘I am rubber. I am programmed. Nurse owns my mind and body’

‘I am rubber. I am programmed. Nurse owns my mind and body’.

… the same message drilled into me for a long, long time. Part way through my reprogramming I began feeling my rubber skin and it was so nice I was starting to believe I was actually made of rubber! A delightful feeling and thank you for helping me realise another of my fantasies.

During my programming Mistress attached a cock cage and was able to drain me by inserting a fancy silicone catheter down my re-shaped cock end. Unfortunately it slipped out, but Mistress had her usual latex ones in stock and eventually fixed it whilst I was enjoying the indoctrination! 

Eventually the programming mantra stopped and the blindfold, gag and collar were removed and replaced with the front gas mask part of the system mask. Many moons ago Maggie had done a very clever zip alteration to the system mask, enabling it to fit heads of varying sizes. Since then it has easily fitted my fat head and I lay there with the perpetual mantra still ringing in my ears. 

‘I am rubber. I am…’ and of course, with the gas mask now in place I was finally allowed to breathe in any amount of aromas my rubbered nurse cared to prescribe. Wow… I had missed these gas blasts for far too long.

Next Mistress had me undergo a strange form of breath control. There was no need for additional equipment, just Mistress’s instructions; ‘Breathe in’ hold until ‘breathe out’ hold until ‘breathe in…’, there was no consistent pattern to her instruction and a number of longer, hard to manage gaps did occur. Nevertheless I did manage this regulated form of control until Mistress may have been occupied by something else and forgot to mention ‘Breathe in’, and I had to sneak a breath. With the mischievousness that Mistress is adept at, the puffs of aroma she sent through my pipe disrupted my concentration and I succumbed to doing the shallowest intake I could survive on hoping Maggie wouldn’t notice. She did of course. Mistress doesn’t miss anything as far as her subjects are concerned and thrives on the opportunity to get you into more trouble than you’re already in! Anyway, I’m still breathing despite the whole breathing exercise lasting 15 or even 20 minutes!

For the grand finale, Mistress applied nipple twisters, and while my tits were rising she had planned on treating my newly designed cock to some urethral sounding. Not good news I’m afraid, the last time we tried sounds earlier this year the sound could not be inserted more than 3-4 inches and the same occurred today, it might be a bit tricky describing how I know that to a GP! As you would guess, Mistress thought it best to abandon my sounding and I had a pair of electric bulldog clips clipped onto my balls instead. Once again the headphones were slipped over my ears, when the e-stim started as did a different mantra - 

‘Shock equals obedience'

'Shock equals obedience’…. 

and bit by bit the electro levels were increased to make sure the mantra was meaningful.

I am so pleased to be back in harness, and as I suspected it was Mistress who was the more tired from the session. I owe her a vote of massive thanks for once again making me her very willing rubber plaything and putting in a lot of energy to make it happen. I hope that I will never have to suffer another long layoff of 154 days.

Thank you
Mistress Maggie.

My Green Goddess

Those of you old enough to remember the Green Goddess may be forgiven for asking why this rubber pervert has chosen to mention it in the blog’s title. And for those of you who have no idea what I am talking about, a little history may be enlightening. The Green Goddess is the colloquial name for the RLHZ Self Propelled Pump manufactured by Bedford Vehicles, a fire engine used originally by the Auxiliary Fire Service (AFS), and latterly held in reserve by the Home Office until 2004 and I am certainly not devoted to that kind of green goddess.

Nor am I devoted to Diana Moran, Her greatest fame was achieved between 1983 and 1987, when she hosted the popular exercise segment of BBC1's Breakfast Time programme. Because of her trademark green leotard she became known as the 'Green Goddess', and I have to admit she did stir certain emotions in those green leotard days.

No, the only Green Goddess that I am stirred by and completely devoted to is Mistress Maggie. If you follow Mistress on social media you may recall that a few weeks ago she announced the completion of her green latex catsuit, and today was the day I became intimately acquainted with that wonderful garment. All was revealed to this totally besotted slave when the door to the Chambers slowly swung open and there before me stood the most beautiful green sight a devoted rubber pervert could ever wish for. It was a darker shade of green latex with matching accessories of wrist bands and nurses cap all adorned with a red cross, a very stunning contrast to the material.

But the most stunning vision was Mistress’s beautiful face framed in the blackest of black hair, the same black as the knee boots she was wearing. The whole impression of suit and Mistress was one of a totally dominant, confident and stunning Dominatrix who from that very instant had my body and soul to do with as she pleased. I felt truly liberated and so ready to follow whatever Mistress wanted, immediately and without question and to abdicate all responsibility. 

I relished the slow progression up the stairs to The Playroom and as I didn’t trust myself not to just reach up and give Mistress a long loving hug, I waited until Maggie arrived on the landing before following. I don’t think I took my eyes off my Mistress or blinked once whilst I stood in total awe of how lucky a slave I actually am.

I placed my butt plug on the Playroom table and it was the first to see action, slipped up my bum it served to prepare me for any alternative anal play Mistress may choose, shortly followed by my dutiful worship of the boots Maggie was wearing. As has become the custom, my arse and other body parts that came within range received light spanks with a short handled crop punctuated by the occasional harder reminder to keep my tongue busy.

Next I was to be rubbered up, today I would be wearing my Invincible latex suit that Mistress had instructed me to bring along, then bending over the Horse my butt plug was replaced with a pair of electric Kegel balls. I am pleased Maggie inserts my own plug for initial stretching, because the Kegels went in so easily. My five suit zips were adjusted to provide Maggie with maximum flexibility to expose my tiny manhood and testicles and to allow the Kegel’s lead to emerge from the suit and be tidily zipped in place. Hmm, Mistress also ensured my nipple zips were open and nipples easily accessible, a pretty obvious sign that they were likely to be used for providing entertainment.

We transferred through to the Clinic with Maggie tugging on my collar ring and leading me there like her pet, which I loved. I sat carefully on the Couch while Maggie helped insert me into the waiting gold body bag.  Once zipped in she retrieved a bunch of white canvas straps that she’d guessed as suitable lengths for fitting round the various parts of my body. Wow, I earned myself some much needed brownie points for suggesting that she used the wall hooks to keep them in order, which she happily accepted. One by one they were secured around me; longer ones around my torso, shorter ones around my legs.

I enjoy wearing the inflatable anaesthetic hood which is just as well, as once Maggie had completely fitted it a great part of the session had me inflated like a balloon within its confines. Now suitably dressed for an occasion it was a matter of arranging myself in a comfortable lying position, so that Mistress could make sure that my restraints were as tight as they could be and take care of my treatment/s, which was nothing short of being trussed up like a turkey! You might recall a few sessions back that Maggie had experimented with self-torture by attaching a pair of rebreather bags to my clamped nipples. Well, she excelled herself on this occasion and introduced more green into the environment. 

At first caress I thought Mistress was using pin wheels on both nipples, but it didn’t take me long to remember the familiar sensation of nettles. Year after year they arrive in the Spring, just when you’d forgotten all about them, but never Maggie. She maintains her own nettle patch and when the season arrives she never fails to treat slaves with her natural nettle remedies. This year using wire she had cleverly attached a bunch of nettles to each of the two rebreathers, breathing in and out raised and lowered the nettles causing them to repeatedly stroke and sting my nipples. I know I may regret this, but the sensation from these little green leaves excited me, although Maggie said she had found using the nipple clamps with the rebreathers more of a hoot.

Mistress outlined a whole series of sound related activities that she had planned for me, using cooled and heated sounds, sitting on me while going a little bigger, extracting a nobbled sound slowly like anal beads, prostate stimulation with the curved Van Buren, attempting a record size, electro play with sounds to name a few. . . All began well and without any hitches. Mistress started off small, teasing me with her cooled sound closely followed by her heated one. Armed with the bobbled sound she climbed up and straddled me, I received her full weight across my abdomen and the sound of crackling plastic told me the bobbly sound was being removed from its sterile packing. Again she started slowly massaging my urethra with its many beads. Everything was perfect and I was willing and ready for Mistress to entertain herself with many more of the plans she had in store for my cock.

I know I have been having problems with my foreskin for a while, actually seeing my pee hole these days belongs in the realms of history, and struggling to find her way in was the only concern Maggie had about her sounding mission today, but as it happened she’d had zero difficulty so far. When the bobbled sound was withdrawn she spotted red stuff, not that I could see it of course and it was causing absolutely no discomfort. I had never had this problem before and Maggie immediately realised sounding me today was not going to work, so withdrew the partially inserted sound. Being unable to ascertain where the source of the red fluid was she announced in no uncertain terms, ‘You will be having nothing else inserted down that hole until you get your problem sorted’.

It is amazing how a little red liquid can get everywhere. I know I really upset Mistress’s order of play and the mess that was created was quite striking. Nevertheless, a clean-up operation was put in motion and my bleeding got under control. This is where Maggie ALWAYS has a plan B and decided that it would be appropriate to enhance the bondage by using the Couch straps to further secure me. Out came the e-stim equipment and groin and balls were wired for three channels of enhanced stimulation.

The inflatable hood that I had been cocooned inside was finally removed, a shame really as I do enjoy a bit of inflation, in its place I had a simple hood, a gag and a blindfold, with private musical accompaniment supplied through a pair of headphones. I must say the thought of being brainwashed really appeals; just think music and the commentary 'you must obey Mistress Maggie… you will do anything and everything to please your Mistress”…' while experiencing total sensory deprivation. Sorry I am drifting again… but the electrics kicked in at a higher rhythm and that certainly helped me concentrate.

And the last luxury of the session was a large quantity of Mistress’s nectar delivered via a feeding tube through the mask opening. It was a very long drink indeed, one that I was ready for and carried on sucking up until the last drop was consumed. I get a real sense of worth, a privilege and an honour being able to recycle Maggie’s waste material, otherwise known as a ‘piss guzzling pervert!’

Because we finished a little earlier than planned I was able to assist Mistress with cleaning up the mess I had created. I do also feel a distinct sense of worth doing some of the washing and tidying round, and of course being able to chat quite naturally with Maggie while we’re making the Clinic immaculate again.

I did get a couple of opportunities during the session to actually feel the latex of Mistress Maggie’s catsuit and it is soooo soft to the touch. The chlorination undertaken by Maggie has led to the perfect finish and that is why there is only ONE Green goddess. 

Needles and Pins

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Last of 25

There was not too much information in the calling mail from Mistress yesterday;

Pack your kit bag with your red catsuit and black accessories and your trusty butt plug.

However, if you use the fact that it is our last session before Christmas, the time of year when a famous man wears black boots, gloves and a bright red suit, what was I to guess? The logical conclusion is Father Christmas, and I wondered if Mistress Maggie might be repeating what she did in 2017 and dress her slave as a rubber Santa?

This however was only a guess and many of those have rarely proven right for this stupid slave. I will have to wait; wend my way through traffic lights, park up and knock at The Chambers door and... only then would I find out what delights my Mistress has in store for her very willing slave.

It turns out I was not to become Santa Clause for 2025, but I did think all my Christmases had come at once when Mistress opened the door and I caught sight of what she was wearing. Well, to be more precise, what she wasn’t wearing. The transition from light outside to the lower light in her hall left my eyes straining to understand exactly what I was seeing. I did determine elements of a nurses uniform, translucent apron, ruched black top with puffy shoulders and a strappy black little number that almost qualified as a skirt, all in latex of course and teamed with her bright red PVC thigh boots. What really threw me was trying to work out what her derriere was covered in, not to mention the very tantalising view of the rounded silhouette of Mistress’s breasts that were almost peeking out from under her apron, sufficiently for me to gather that they were naked.

I was salivating somewhat as I followed Mistress upstairs. Mistress stopped a couple of times and I wondered if that was the cue to find out what was covering those beautiful buttocks. I didn’t lean to kiss them but in the light of the staircase it became obvious that Mistress was actually wearing NOTHING over her derriere, what I’d thought was a thin, transparent covering in the dark was actually a wonderful image of alabaster cheeks, and it was probably a wise decision not to plant a kiss on her bare bum!

On reaching the Playroom my luck changed. I received the bollocking of my life akin to the howler from Mrs Weasley in Harry Potter. I wont go into the details of my misdemeanours, suffice is to say I thoroughly deserved being reprimanded. I was told that I should receive a good, deserved, thrashing, one that definitely wouldn’t fit comfortably into her schedule today, but I should be prepared to receive my harsh punishment on a more suitable occasion. I was relieved to escape the immediate thrashing, but very humbled to know that my actions had so upset my owner. This was all before the start of the session and before I was calmly told to leave my red suit on the bed to air in the warmth, and to return from the bathroom in my socks and gloves. I was, of course wearing my slave collar to top off the black latex.

Under instruction I worked really hard at licking, kissing, stroking and worshipping every inch of the red boots that adorned Mistress beautiful legs. There was a lot of boot to clean and I actually enjoyed the fact that my arse only received a firm cropping to encourage activities.

On with the red suit now, and once again I didn’t need to bother Mistress as it just slipped easily without any talcing. Taking care to do up the wrist and ankle zips I was able to stand and present a tidy, red rubber toy for Mistress’s approval, a bloody cold one, but one of the delights of wearing this material is that it soon warms up, and it did. Mistress inspected me from top to bottom and changed the position of my nipple zips; a bit ominous I thought, as each pair of zipper pulls were adjusted so they sat exactly atop my nipples where they could be so easily accessed.

‘Where’s your plug, slave?’, Mistress asked.

Oh no, I feared I’d forgotten to bring it! A quick trip to the Bathroom allowed me to rummage through my perv bag where I thankfully found it. Returning clutching my little red invader I placed it on Maggie’s counter.

‘Over the horse slave’.

Bent over with zip open to expose my arsehole, in went my plug. I silently counted as its three ribs passed my sphincter, nice and easy and leaving me feeling full. Zipped in place I stood to attention waiting the next instruction. I didn’t have to wait long and it came as a surprise. I was once again instructed to bend over the Horse in a way that I could support my body along its length. Before I could scream Mistress delivered three hard strokes with a stout cane. THWACK, THWACK, THWACK. And that was it.

‘I couldn’t resist’, said Mistress. ‘Let’s hope that that short example has taught you what to expect when I have a better opportunity to punish you properly!’

I was to thank Mistress for the deserved thwacking and we moved on, literally. I was led by my collar through to the Clinic for my treatment to begin. I immediately focussed on the red hood that had been commented on in a recent mail exchange and I thought to myself, this is going to be another really fun session. It didn’t take long for me to be wearing the cannula of Maggie's husbands superb invention that would be used for aromas delivery, a couple of pieces of tape retained the cannula to prevent it being disturbed while the double layer hood was gently fitted, and things were looking decidedly rosy. The face covering was left open and although the view was somewhat restricted I was able to gaze at my wonderful Mistress.

And so to the business end. The crotch zip was gently eased open along with an instruction to shuffle down towards the edge of the couch. An instruction that sounded decisively like a good pegging was about to materialise, so I waited in great anticipation! 

The first operation saw my cock and balls extracted through the created opening and tied in a tight harness with a short piece of rope. Naturally I couldn't see the process, but I have experienced this on so many occasions that I could visualise the activity. Basically, the harness was a means of separating my balls before they were bound individually and tied off around the base of my cock. There is something truly orgasmic from this action and yet another sign of who exactly is in charge.

By this stage I had already been securely strapped down to the couch; 3 straps across my body and wrists shackled and attached to the couch. Given how I love to steal a stroke of Maggie’s latex covered curves at the  least opportunity, the bondage caused me somewhat of a dilemma. I had relative freedom to move my arms, but only in an arc, it made it virtually impossible to make contact with Mistress even when she was close to me.

Mistress stood beside me and reached out to my roped up cock and balls with her sensual latex covered hand, quietly playing with me for a good amount of time. Then her other hand joined in and I was fortunate to receive a mouthful of Mistress’s latex covered fingers, so though I was unable to touch, there was no doubt that my mouth and genitals were well tended to with rubber. 

Ah, I was not to receive a pegging but a good seeing to with a huge black rubber cock, and what’s more, I must lubricate it myself. A rubber condom was applied and the big dildo inserted into my mouth, in it went, deeper and deeper, but never quite enough to cause a gag reflex. I was also just able to see Mistress’s fantastic breasts that either by design or by accident had worked their way around the sides of her apron and Mistress made it quite obvious that she was teasing her slave. She knows I love her body and kept them in sight but out of touch. Meanwhile, down below, it took a lot of willpower not to explode as Maggie gave my wand a long, magical massage. Oh! far more frustration but, Maggie knows exactly how to frustrate this slave! I wonder if Harry Potter had his wand . . .

What a thing to think about in the midst of superb cock massage. As yet I had not been offered a single sniff of aromas, but I understand this was quite deliberate on Maggie's part, because without the aromas my erection is sustained for a longer period.

Now I had finished lubricating the BBC (Big Black Cock, nothing to do with the TV channel!), Mistress supplied me with a heavy dose of her pumped elixir and diverted her attention to inserting the BBC up my bum.  It started very gentle to fill the space recently stretched by my own plug. This time it penetrated way, way deeper than it had done orally and Mistress made sure it gave me a real good f*cking, one that could have led to another embarrassing situation had Mistress not stopped at the right time. I feel so lucky that Mistress has an amassed knowledge of my sexual libido and when to stop and start stimulation!

I don't recall having seen the next piece of equipment, perhaps it was a new toy? It was a very effective gag that was strapped on top of the still open hood I was wearing. It proved comfortable and easy to breathe through until a rather large, rubber bladder was attached. This time I was not going to even attempt bypassing the rebreather despite it being totally unyielding. No matter how much I tried naturally inflating it the balloon would not stretch, so I was left inhaling/exhaling into the bag. Maggie always takes delight in the sight of a rebreather bag being used properly. I may just have redeemed myself with this rebreathing exercise!

As a reward Maggie said she’d allow me extra puffs of aromas delivered through the cannula. True to her word, after a short break Maggie zipped up the front of the hood and allowed me several good puffs. It is a strange sensation, because this hood acts as its own rebreather and that means that instead of breathing out the aromas and it dissipating into the atmosphere, you get the opportunity to re breathe some of the exhaled aromas. More bang for your bucks you might say.

My genital bondage was removed now and Mistress brought out a series of super stretchy silicone bands. There was a little discomfort as these were secured around my cock and balls, leaving the area in their tight grip, conductive loops were incorporated into the arrangement and a while later conductive pads were placed in nearby areas of my groin, creating a diverse mix of sensations when Mistress turned her electrics on. The circuit connected to my cock was rhythmic and VERY frustrating. It pulsed for just long enough to excite then . . .  stopped! The circuit attached to my ball area was altogether more demanding, although it was pulsing it felt like a 100 little needles all massaging quite a large area around my groin.

When happy with her slave’s response to her stimulation, Mistress moved her attention to a different area. I’d received a goodly dose of aromas during the stimming which had had a relaxing effect on my sphincter, providing her with opportunity to give my ass a more vigorous and deeper penetrating thrusts with the dildo. Using a moment’s pause in the thrusts, Mistress opened the hood and I did see her adding batteries to the dildo. Turned on to full power Maggie continued to ram home the BBC. Yet another experience that Mistress Maggie has allowed her slave to enjoy. Thank you Mistress.

Ah yes, about the title 'Last of 25'. Mistress is not training over the Christmas period and this is my last trip on my journey to becoming a better slave for 2025. I would like to wish anyone who has read this far, and in particular Maggie and her husband John, a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year and I can now look forward to restarting my road to enlightenment in early January 2026.